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R-E-S-P-E-C-TI’m learning about a form of disrepect for my husband that I’d never acknowledged until now. You probably won’t be surprised if I tell you I can be mouthy. I pretty much say what’s on my mind, and it doesn’t always come out in the most diplomatic of terms. I end up apologizing to Doug a lot for my verbal indiscretions, for they are legion. But you know what? I have at my wifely disposal far more insidious forms of disrespect, and I know how to use them, too. The one that’s on my mind today is recklessly spending the money he worked so hard to earn on stuff that doesn’t reflect our decided-upon-together priorities or our values. In our house, Doug earns most of the income, but the principle is the same regardless. In a relationship where both partners are equal earners, disrespect can still prevail. What about the wife who calls her husband’s paycheck “our money,” but insists that her paycheck is hers alone? A single person could even show himself disrespect by the crummy, unpremeditated choices he makes with the income he’s been blessed with. I listened to Dave Ramsey for a few minutes while driving this morning. He talked about the Proverbs 31 woman. “The heart of her husband trusts in her. He will have no lack of gain.” My husband suffers no lack of income, but in the past few years, he’s had a lack of gain. For twenty years now, he’s let me handle the finances without us meeting together frequently to discuss the situation because, well, he doesn’t want to know that much. I did great for most of those years, but as our income increased, so did my entitlement mentality. Doug admitted today that he REALLY doesn’t want to get involved in the finances, but knows we’ve got to do this thing together. And I apologized for the disrespect I’ve shown him by taking the money and running with it. It’s a start, and a good one. Kind of makes me want to put on some Aretha Franklin and dance my heart out.
Posted by Katy on 07/13/06 at 12:00 PM
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