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Our Beautiful Daughter, CarrieI can’t resisting posting the body of the email we received from our daughter Carrie last night. She’s in Jamaica, volunteering at an orphanage outside of Kingston. She’s into week two of a five week stay. Read her story, and let me know if you can figure out the parts that make me nervous. (Hint: All the rest of the parts make me nothing but proud!) And if you don’t mind, I’d sure appreciate prayers for my little girl.
What an amazing week I have had! I’ve done everything from build a cement staircase down a steep mountain slope, to door-to-door ministry in Trenchtown (highest murder rate in the world!), to trying to get the attention of 49 attention-starved children at the same time. The team from Mizzou that I was with left this morning, with the exception of one girl. At first it was quiet and lonely. I honestly didn’t know if I could last 4 weeks on my own. But I quickly got over it when I saw the kids’ faces again this morning. They are so beautiful! Most of them are here because they were abandoned and abused. Some of them have been here since they were babies, or small children. There are 3 “houses”. The blue house is the older girls’ home. There are 9 girls that live there and I think the oldest is 13 or 14. I now live in the upstairs part of that house. The yellow house is the boys’ home at the bottom of the property. I haven’t been in it yet. The green house is the toddler house. I’m not sure how many toddlers live there, but it feels like a trillion at times. I am actually lying in bed at the green house right now. I am a House Mother tonight for five sisters in one of the rooms here. Even though they are not all toddlers (range from 13-newborn), they all stay together in one room. I kind of like being the house mother! Except that their nightlight is massive, so I’ll have to sleep with a blanket over my head. When I came in, I looked around the room as they were sleeping and I thought to myself, “I’m the nice Miss Hannigan (from the movie, Annie)! My dreams have come true!” This room is connected to another room where one little boy sleeps. His name is Joshua. Let me tell you about Joshua. He is an emergency case who just got here a couple of weeks ago. His arm is in a huge cast up to his armpit because his father broke it. Joshua is by far one of the most angry and hostile children I have ever known. He lashes out at everything. Somebody looks at him crosseyed and he starts punching them (with his cast, of course). Joshua is so handsome. When he does smile (too rarely), it lights up the room. I think he’s about 4 years old. I really love him and am trying to express that love however I can. If I see him about to get angry, I run up to him, pick him up, give him a big hug and tell him I love him. I really feel like he’s been denied true love for so long that he doesn’t even know how to respond to it. He just kind of has this look on his face like, “you do??” I really hope to see a big change in Joshua over the next month. ______________ What a morning! Five of us girls went to help out with the toddlers. Man oh man they’re a handful! Seriously, it almost drove us to insanity. Hitting, biting, screaming, kicking, punching, crying, hitting, crying, biting, hitting, hitting, hitting, screaming. It’s interesting because I know that when they realize I am here for longer than a week, they’ll start respecting me. I’ve been told they’re like this with all of the short-timers. They test test test. And it takes longer than a week for them to start looking at new people as a disciplinarian. It’s so hard because you’ll see one kid hit another, so you go over to stop the fight and to take the “bad” kid away for a talk. The “bad” kid turns limp (the ol’ “I suddenly forgot how to walk” trick)...so it turns into a “Stond oop. Stond oop! STOND OOP NAWO!” (stand up. stand up! STAND UP NOW!) war. By this time you see another kid across the room spitting in the baby’s eye while beating the sick kid with a wooden stick. So, you have to leave the limp kid to go make sure the baby and the sick kid are ok, and then try to remember to go discipline the culprit…well, the two culprits, if you count the first. All of the offenses start piling up and pretty soon you can’t remember who did what to who. It’s insane! My schedule during the week will go something like this: I will be free on some weeknights and every other weekend. I really don’t know what I’ll do when I’m off. Sleep and journal and make phone calls, I guess. I won’t go down into the murder and weed capital of the world unless there is a group going down. Here is a nice little comparison I made on my first night here: United States: Some roads are hard to deal with. We complain when I-70 is under construction (again) and traffic during rush hour can definitely be a mess. Haiti: Four main “highways” that look more like mud pits than anything else. But not too curvy or up and down…just some slip-sliding around and a trillion pot holes to dodge. Jamaica: The actual roads aren’t too bad at all. It’s the drive up the one lane road that goes up the mountain. Yes, one lane. I look to my right, I see rock. I look to my left, and can’t even see the bottom of the valley. Oh, and did I mention that the tires of the van are RIGHT on the edge and there’s no guardrail for a lot of it. Oh, and did I also mention that the driver isn’t necessarily going slow and takes curves like there couldn’t possibly be cars coming from the other way. Oh, and yes, there are always cars coming from the other way. Wild stuff…but what an adventure! _______________ OK, I wrote that first part a couple of days ago, and just haven’t had a chance to be on email since then. The past couple of days have been good. I started teaching the preschoolers today. I decided to keep a theme for the week, weather (guess I was thinking of Marc). So, I incorporated shapes into a weather picture that I made for them to color. Then we had a memory verse and Bible story about when Jesus calmed storms. Tomorrow we’re going to talk about hurricanes and tornadoes and tie that into learning our numbers. Wednesday will be colors, etc. It’s been a lot of fun! We had to weed out the kids who were disrupting class, which took a good while. But once they were gone, we got a lot accomplished. Joshua (the little boy I spoke about earlier) was the best student, believe it or not! He listened, memorized the verse quickly and sat quietly. He’s very smart and creative. One thing that I get so frustrated with: The kids try to steal food from the small toddlers and babies—after they’ve already eaten themselves! It’s hard b/c obviously they’re still hungry, but it’s also not right to steal. So, here I am trying to pry 20 little hands off of the highchairs. After about 15 minutes, I think I’ve got in under control. Then I notice they start coming in the kitchen on their hands and knees, picking up crumbs off of the floor. Once again, sad but wrong. Anyway, it’s still pretty hard to get their attention, being the new girl who (according to the teens) looks like a teenager. But I’ve been told that by the end of this week they will start to recognize my voice and my firm tone and will start listening and obeying better. Lord, I pray this is true. It’s extremely challenging, but amazing at the same time. I look around the room sometimes when I’m frustrated and I think “They are all so beautiful…who would want to abandon these children?” That’s what keeps me going….knowing how starved they are for attention and for love. That is all for now—we’ll see how many of you actually got to the end of this. :) Thanks for all of your support and prayers and please continue to pray for this home and these children. Love you all!! Carrie
Posted by Katy on 04/04/06 at 07:58 AM
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