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(No Title)The dozen long-stemmed roses arrived on time, delivered to the door by a man with the distinct air of one who knows he is the bearer of glad tidings. "Have a nice Valentine's Day!" he said, and I smiled and thanked him cheerfully, but wondered later if he caught the hint of sadness in my eyes. For every dozen roses, it seems, there's always one that's IOA-"iffy"-on-arrival. Its bloom, which has not yet fully opened, is already starting to droop at the neck, as if the other eleven have been teasing it on the ride over for being just a tad less than perfect. Receiving a gift of roses is a process for me. The first day, I concentrate on their amazing beauty and on pretending I don't know what's coming next. I wish I could exclaim uninhibited joy and surprise and delight over them, without seeing the end from the beginning, but I can't. Each morning after they arrive, for as many mornings as it takes, I carefully examine those that remain, removing the ones that are irreversibly bent and hanging them upside down by their thorny stems. Most often, the bent ones-if they haven't been offered hope in the water too long-will straighten remarkably while drying. I keep my dozens of dried roses forever-I can't help myself. In most of the bundles, after drying, it's impossible to tell which flower among them had been the last-or the first-to die. Death has become their great equalizer. Every once in a while, though, I happen upon a certain rose in a decades-old bouquet, and I remember just which one it was among the dewy blooms that arrived that long ago morning. It was the one that made me cry.
Posted by Katy on 02/20/02 at 09:07 AM
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